What A Way To End An Evening

Oh shit. On my way home from Wild Wings tonight, one of my worst fears happened. A deer ran out in front of my car and I hit it. I swerved and tried to miss it, but it was no use. The road was too dark, and I didn't see it until it was too late. Although the deer is nowhere to be seen, I f*cked up one of the cars from off of our lot. Shit shit shit. Kevin is so pissed at me...I hate being helpless like this. All I can do is apologize and sit there like a dumbass while I'm being bitched at. It sucks to be dependent and useless. What a shitty feeling.